Oh why is my computer down!!

So i'm at the library, yes the library, on the net checking messages and such and along comes my ex!!! Of all the times for him to pop up out of the blue and at the damn library of all places man!! I have so much history with that man its a shame cause I could have doing so much more with myself than following him around like a sick lil puppy but hey I was "in love"!! Yeah I now know what that means!! I mean I gave up the best years of my life for that crackhead, yes I said crackhead, cause at the time I was clueless about his extra curiccular activies! Just had to get that out!! It just sucks so bad to see the man, the 1st man, that I gave my heart to!!